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I Was There, But Didn’t See

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[Verse 1] I was just a young man, serving Rome that night Guarding Bethlehem, beneath a strange and brilliant light A man led a donkey, with a woman astride She was weary, for her time with child was drawing nigh There was no room, no place to send them to They disappeared in the darkness, like travelers do But something about that evening, and that winter sky Stayed with me for years, though I never knew why [Verse 2] Then shepherds came a-running, talking wild about a King Said they saw the heavens opened, and a host of angels sing They said a Savior had been born, in a manger down the road I shook my head and laughed, beneath the armor that I wore I had orders, and duties to keep I had no time to hear of a baby born among some lowly sheep They hurried onward, and I turned the other way Never knowing the world changed, forever on that day [Chorus 1] I was there, but didn’t know What Heaven sent below I saw the light, I heard the story But never recognized His glory I stood so close to history To the One who came to rescue me I saw Him, but didn’t see The Savior right before me [Verse 3] Thirty-three years came and went, Rome still ruled the land I’d grown old, but a sword still in my hand They brought a man before us, beaten, wearing thorns upon His head They called Him King of the Jews—as they led Him out to death I watched Him carry timber, up that rugged hill He never cursed, or fought against their will They raised Him on that cross, beneath the darkening sky I heard Him ask His Father, to forgive the ones who’d made Him die [Verse 4] Darkness fell at midday, the earth began to shake Deep inside me, my hardened heart, began to break The words those shepherds spoke came rushing back again A Savior born in Bethlehem, to save the souls of sinful men Could this be that Child, the One they came to see? Could that King be dying here for me? I watched a thousand people die, but never one like Him Ohhh, suddenly I understood, the weight of all my sin [Chorus 2] I was there, and now I know Why Heaven sent Him here below I saw the cross, I saw His suffering I saw the sacrifice of Heaven’s King I stood so close to Calvary And saw the price He paid for me Oh, I saw Him, and now I see The Son of God, dying there for me [Bridge] I thought seeing meant believing But I’d been blind for all those years I’d seen the signs, I’d heard the stories But turned away from what was clear Then three days later I heard the stone was rolled away and the grave was bare I wasn’t there to see Him risen But I believe that He was there [Final Verse] You may never see Bethlehem Or stand beneath that cross You may never see the empty tomb But it’s what our sin cost And the question I faced that day Still echoes through the years Will you see Him for the Savior He is Or let Him disappear? [Final Chorus] I was there, but didn’t see The Child who came to rescue me I was there when the daylight died And Heaven’s King was crucified But now I know, and I believe He conquered death to set me free I saw Him then, and now I see Jesus Christ, my Savior and my King! [Tag] I was there… I saw Him… But I didn’t see… Until I saw Him— Through the eyes of faith! JESUS CHRIST— MY SAVIOR AND MY KING!
Ministry Devotional

I Was There, But Didn’t See

Read together: John 1:9–11; Luke 2:8–20; Isaiah 53:3–5; Luke 23:33–34; Mark 15:33–39; John 20:24–29; 1 Peter 1:8–9

It is possible to be very close to Jesus and still not see Him. Many people grow up near the Christmas story, hear it every December, even sing about it—and yet never recognize who the Child in the manger really is.

Read John 1:9–11. John says the true light was coming into the world. He was in the world, and the world was made through Him, yet the world did not recognize Him; He came to His own, and His own did not receive Him. Read Luke 2:8–20. On the night He was born, the news went first to shepherds, who hurried to Bethlehem and then spread the word. Everyone who heard it was amazed. But amazement is not the same as faith, and most of the town went back to sleep.

Read Isaiah 53:3–5. Isaiah had said the Messiah would be despised and rejected, a man of suffering from whom people hide their faces—pierced for our transgressions and crushed for our iniquities. Read Luke 23:33–34. At Calvary, the soldiers who nailed Jesus to the cross heard Him pray, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” The very men carrying out His death were included in His prayer.

Read Mark 15:33–39. Darkness covered the land at midday. Jesus cried out and breathed His last, and the centurion who stood in front of Him—a hardened Roman officer who had seen many men die—said, “Surely this man was the Son of God!” Sometimes God opens our eyes not by showing us more, but by showing us the cross, where His love and our sin meet in one place.

Read John 20:24–29 and 1 Peter 1:8–9. Thomas would not believe until he saw the risen Jesus with his own eyes. Jesus answered, “Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” Peter writes to people just like us: though you have not seen Him, you love Him, and you are receiving the end result of your faith, the salvation of your souls. This song ends with the question that matters most: will we see Him, through the eyes of faith, for the Savior He is?

A moment to respond: Read Mark 15:33–39 and John 20:29 this week. Ask yourself honestly whether Jesus is someone you have heard about all your life, or the Savior you have actually received. If you have never trusted Him, tell Him today that you believe He died for your sin and rose again. If you have, ask God to open the eyes of one person you love this Christmas.

Let's pray: Lord Jesus, forgive us for the times we have stood close to You and still looked away. Thank You for coming to Bethlehem, for dying at Calvary, and for rising from the grave. Open our eyes to see You as You are—the Son of God and our Savior. Give us the faith that sees You even now, and use us to help others see You too. Amen.

Our desire at UnrelentingJesus is that you would not stand near Jesus and miss Him, but see Him through the eyes of faith as your Savior and King.